I knwo many things have happened these few days. As for me... These 2 days have been low low and LOW. I dun noe wat is going to come next. Should i be happy or sad? I really dun noe which is which. Happy is that this is whole shit which has lasted for 1 year is finally over. But on the sad side. I lost a mei mei thanks to this. Isit worth it? I really dun noe. Maybe it was really one for me to choose. People to trust arent really alot. I think it's better to be ignorant. Not many ppl are really that trustworthy. I have lerant nva to trust any1. Either keep it wif urself or share it wif god. No one on this world can keep secrets as good as god. No one is a strong word. And i mean it no one. Once u share it wif the closest people ard u. And if it leaks out. There's only one to blame. And that one is the one u think would be the last to betray u. (Ignorance is bliss) This sentence is good. However would it be better to face the truth? Sometimes, things are nt wat it seems it looks like. Many ppl in this world is waiting to stab u in the back. Are there really something called true close best friends? Do even close friends hav a thought of stabbing u in the back. So whn u get a true close best friend. Isit a good thing to rejoice? Starting would be a good thing. But ending would be twice the suffering. Isit worth it. Isnt things better to be kept within oneself. Dun forget it was u who initiated this broken relationship. It was all along u. Now u blame me for putting u in the middle. Isit even fair to begin wif? Did u know that this was going to happen? Or u knew it alr. Jsut that u've other motives? Did she ask u to do this shit? If i knew this fucked up shit was coming. I shold hav ended this fuck half a year ago.
@ 11:21 PM

Monday, January 25, 2010