Was wondering on my way home when i see ur face in school was it the end? or was this suppose to be the last moment of this relationship? I had this weird feeling that all those past things will come back. But at that point there was really no glimmer of hope. As i walk home ard 2 today!

Amazingly school ended super early for some reason. I dun noe. This whole week has been a super fast one. Maybe becos of miss wu wif her injured ankle? Hope u get well soon. We need ur lecture. (I can't believe I'm saying this but) yes we need it! Perhaps it's becos of the closing down on the sem test. And i know we aren't doing very well for some of us to say the least. Hais... But wat to do wif her ankle injured? Hais....

Back to the main story, well walked home look at the very strip of sky. Was thinking of all the past things we used to talk abt. I realise there were lots that were off wat normal friends woulld say to each other. We were definitely more than friends but good friends.

To think she could say but to get back up and move on. It was definitely easier said then done. Imagine the hurt that cos me to nva get up again. All those times i trusted u to believe and i stand strong on that statement. Y does it always hav to be misunderstanding. If i nva repeatedly ask u of that qns. Will things turn out wat to be today? Doing my very best nt to even go near u. Get as far away as possible. Going to a diff place as where u go? How i wish i didn't hav think that much. Would things be totally different then wat it is nw. Would we be still talking to each other encouraging each other on the daily basis? Talk abt anything under the sun. Share abt the secrets of ur very own group of friend. The very own secrets that u told me when we were back then still rings in my head. Everything we talk abt could be found almost everywhere.

From steamboat to bball to skybridge to lai chuan to the very milo and dread (bread) to no cold drinks to the 66 cm long prawn cut to all shades of green to quizzes to boring rotaract meetings to dango (dragon) to bof to SS501 to LOL to the long words we used to say to icarry to the bus wating time to taking buses home to church to ur friends meeting at the hawker to seoul garden to the museaum to all the stuff we talk abt... And of course i will nva forget the mistake i made that cos this entire relationship to turn ard:argument.

What can i do to cure it? U tell me. I can only wish one thing that ur grp will do well for their PBL and i wish to see that cool creative thing u all will be doing. but anyway! Like they say when it is the darkest point of the journey the light will slowly come into play. I wish it comes true. >.<

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