Ok a long and emo post. I don;t know y but i recently feel super emo. Like there isn't any life especially on my way home today. I got a bad feeling sth is going to happen. Looking at the sky in singapore on my way home the sky was super overcast aft INPH prac 2day.

On my way home in the bus, u got down the bus and immediately the feeling of loneliness floods through me. I was thinking abt the memories we had aft school. How i miss such a good friend like u...

All the memories from sharing abt CATS project, to the dislikes of ur friends ard u. Hais...

How i miss it. Seriously i think everyone should treasure what u have ard u. Once they are taken away, U'll then regret watever u have done. By then it is alr too late... :(

How i wish u could forgive the argument we had. It'll nva be forgotten. It has alr etched a deep scar in the memories that we had. How can it be forgotten. Every night be4 sleep these memories will flood back without hesitation. Spending sleepless nights on the bed thinking of the things that have happened. How i wonder if that could be avoided. Is it a test? Thinking abt it. Is it meant to happen? When will the silent treatment end? It's a torture everyday tn hearing from u. Doing things half heartedly. Hais... I can still rmb marlar example of the drama i'm going to watch next. Reminds me of all the good things that have happened be4 the argument that we had. Has it really brought away all good memmories that we shared together? Will these memories be found back? Is there really no way of getting all of them back? Leaving int the shadow of guilt and sadness. It's a truly dark world out there without such friendship.

Will u forgive me? Its going to be a long and sad journey. Hais... regretting on the things that could hav turned out if we hadn't had that argument. Hais.... :'(

~I wish we can be the same what we were a few months ago. :(

Song of the day: Ikemen Boogie Nights

*Hais~ Always treasure what u have ard u. Especially those that are willing to share their happiness and sadness with u. :'(

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