Haiz.... Just got back from HQ. Siao 10+ dismiss. reach tpy 11:30. Eat @ mac until 12! Tml how to wake up for com? ): oh well... Sleep time! Nights to all~

I dun understand y u have to push me to the very edge of the world. Does it really matter now? Do u know that it hurts for someone like u to actually misunderstand where i'm getting @? WTH! I sweared i'll nva love u. And up to u now u still dun get it do yea. Do u want me to go in front of the altar and swear saying that if i love u i get struck by lightening? Do u really hav to pull me down all the way until i nva get up again!?! Are u that,.... Argh i dun noe wat to say. I just wish that u'll just understand that where i'm going. Oh well.... i guess that part of my wishful thinking. It'll nva happen. U are too disgusted to see it anyway. NO point telling u any of this. But i feel super sad that even u can't see this. Trust me i seriously cried the whole day ever since this aftnoon. And i'll cry forever thanks to this my good friend.

~Dare to say. Dare to admit. But my conscience is clear~
@ 9:35 AM