Monday, June 29, 2009
Ok a long and emo post. I don;t know y but i recently feel super emo. Like there isn't any life especially on my way home today. I got a bad feeling sth is going to happen. Looking at the sky in singapore on my way home the sky was super overcast aft INPH prac 2day.
On my way home in the bus, u got down the bus and immediately the feeling of loneliness floods through me. I was thinking abt the memories we had aft school. How i miss such a good friend like u...
All the memories from sharing abt CATS project, to the dislikes of ur friends ard u. Hais...
How i miss it. Seriously i think everyone should treasure what u have ard u. Once they are taken away, U'll then regret watever u have done. By then it is alr too late... :(
How i wish u could forgive the argument we had. It'll nva be forgotten. It has alr etched a deep scar in the memories that we had. How can it be forgotten. Every night be4 sleep these memories will flood back without hesitation. Spending sleepless nights on the bed thinking of the things that have happened. How i wonder if that could be avoided. Is it a test? Thinking abt it. Is it meant to happen? When will the silent treatment end? It's a torture everyday tn hearing from u. Doing things half heartedly. Hais... I can still rmb marlar example of the drama i'm going to watch next. Reminds me of all the good things that have happened be4 the argument that we had. Has it really brought away all good memmories that we shared together? Will these memories be found back? Is there really no way of getting all of them back? Leaving int the shadow of guilt and sadness. It's a truly dark world out there without such friendship.
Will u forgive me? Its going to be a long and sad journey. Hais... regretting on the things that could hav turned out if we hadn't had that argument. Hais.... :'(
~I wish we can be the same what we were a few months ago. :(
Song of the day: Ikemen Boogie Nights
*Hais~ Always treasure what u have ard u. Especially those that are willing to share their happiness and sadness with u. :'(
@ 6:49 AM
On my way home in the bus, u got down the bus and immediately the feeling of loneliness floods through me. I was thinking abt the memories we had aft school. How i miss such a good friend like u...
All the memories from sharing abt CATS project, to the dislikes of ur friends ard u. Hais...
How i miss it. Seriously i think everyone should treasure what u have ard u. Once they are taken away, U'll then regret watever u have done. By then it is alr too late... :(
How i wish u could forgive the argument we had. It'll nva be forgotten. It has alr etched a deep scar in the memories that we had. How can it be forgotten. Every night be4 sleep these memories will flood back without hesitation. Spending sleepless nights on the bed thinking of the things that have happened. How i wonder if that could be avoided. Is it a test? Thinking abt it. Is it meant to happen? When will the silent treatment end? It's a torture everyday tn hearing from u. Doing things half heartedly. Hais... I can still rmb marlar example of the drama i'm going to watch next. Reminds me of all the good things that have happened be4 the argument that we had. Has it really brought away all good memmories that we shared together? Will these memories be found back? Is there really no way of getting all of them back? Leaving int the shadow of guilt and sadness. It's a truly dark world out there without such friendship.
Will u forgive me? Its going to be a long and sad journey. Hais... regretting on the things that could hav turned out if we hadn't had that argument. Hais.... :'(
~I wish we can be the same what we were a few months ago. :(
Song of the day: Ikemen Boogie Nights
*Hais~ Always treasure what u have ard u. Especially those that are willing to share their happiness and sadness with u. :'(
@ 6:49 AM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
To think that i can forget the past memories we had together. Hais... :(
Was thinking of the times we had. Couldn't really sleep last night. Hais...
How i wish none of that happen. Hais....
Going to Anchorpoint later... This alone will remind me of u. Hais... :'(
@ 8:10 PM
Was thinking of the times we had. Couldn't really sleep last night. Hais...
How i wish none of that happen. Hais....
Going to Anchorpoint later... This alone will remind me of u. Hais... :'(
@ 8:10 PM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Sry to all guys that are in CSIG........ I had training in school so can't go down to clementi to help out @ flag day.
So 2day was day 2... lol. Hahas. Went to school early ard 9 o'clock. Well was actually later than last week. :x But then was still early for LSCT training.
First of all intro to all the exco of LSCT. Quite a few...
Then had PT.... Hais. Then Campus Run!!!! It was shorter than i expected. SO i was discussing wif ryan whether its the full campus run. But come to think of it. If we ran for like 2 rounds we'll die. Most of them died at the final leg.
Then go back to the pyramid and rest... Then learnt the running cheers. Wow. There were 2. I was thinking. How to cheer and run. Got problem regualting the breathing liao. Its bad for health sia. :x
Then went for lunch aft that. Went to Canteen 2 again.. After eating it was like 12? Wa biang. 1 more hour. So I and Ryan just talked crap at the table. Seriously crap, but some of them nt la. Like sec school life and all those.
Then went back kena split into groups again. Well, this time met some new ones but as per usual I and Ryan in same grp.... Spongybob.
Hahas. Well played wet games! On a wet weather! A caution that my grp learnt! Never play water games on a wet weather like 2 day in Singapore. It will be super cold. Brr~
Then aft everythign ended it was ard.... 4:15? Wa.... so late. So rushed home and rest! Muahaha.
Until now. Got to prepare for tml de PBL. Do E-learning, rest my legs.... so many. Lol.
Bye All!!!! (:
*Song Of The Day: Panic! At the Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies
~To think that the one you do not love now might be the one u marry. O.o
@ 4:24 AM
So 2day was day 2... lol. Hahas. Went to school early ard 9 o'clock. Well was actually later than last week. :x But then was still early for LSCT training.
First of all intro to all the exco of LSCT. Quite a few...
Then had PT.... Hais. Then Campus Run!!!! It was shorter than i expected. SO i was discussing wif ryan whether its the full campus run. But come to think of it. If we ran for like 2 rounds we'll die. Most of them died at the final leg.
Then go back to the pyramid and rest... Then learnt the running cheers. Wow. There were 2. I was thinking. How to cheer and run. Got problem regualting the breathing liao. Its bad for health sia. :x
Then went for lunch aft that. Went to Canteen 2 again.. After eating it was like 12? Wa biang. 1 more hour. So I and Ryan just talked crap at the table. Seriously crap, but some of them nt la. Like sec school life and all those.
Then went back kena split into groups again. Well, this time met some new ones but as per usual I and Ryan in same grp.... Spongybob.
Hahas. Well played wet games! On a wet weather! A caution that my grp learnt! Never play water games on a wet weather like 2 day in Singapore. It will be super cold. Brr~
Then aft everythign ended it was ard.... 4:15? Wa.... so late. So rushed home and rest! Muahaha.
Until now. Got to prepare for tml de PBL. Do E-learning, rest my legs.... so many. Lol.
Bye All!!!! (:
*Song Of The Day: Panic! At the Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies
~To think that the one you do not love now might be the one u marry. O.o
@ 4:24 AM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
The GSS!!! Well 2day did shopping.... Hahas. Tired~ Basically bought the most in my family 2day. Lol.
Lefft house @ 3 todae. Then walk to TPY MRT station. On the way there, I saw my cousin. Soa sked him to tag along to orchard. First of all went Taka the levi's there. Bought 2 jeans! Super expensive. In total abt $180? :x
Next went to paragon to buy my hoodie but then dun hav. So go to the heeren one... Adidas de.... Cost me $129! Then went to eat @ centerpoint! The Eastern Restaurant ar. Ate some pork rib la mian. Nt bad la. :P
Then go to OG to buy a Converse Black tee. Cost me $30.
So in total 2day shopping cost me... $339 (Excluding Dinner...) Wow! I didn't know i spend that much :x Haas.
2day will be short one! cos tml still need to go church in the morning. ^^ Church....
Nights to all.
*I thought i saw cheryl 2day.
Song of the day: Mistake No.2 - ATC
~How i wish we were back to how we were... :(
@ 7:33 AM
Lefft house @ 3 todae. Then walk to TPY MRT station. On the way there, I saw my cousin. Soa sked him to tag along to orchard. First of all went Taka the levi's there. Bought 2 jeans! Super expensive. In total abt $180? :x
Next went to paragon to buy my hoodie but then dun hav. So go to the heeren one... Adidas de.... Cost me $129! Then went to eat @ centerpoint! The Eastern Restaurant ar. Ate some pork rib la mian. Nt bad la. :P
Then go to OG to buy a Converse Black tee. Cost me $30.
So in total 2day shopping cost me... $339 (Excluding Dinner...) Wow! I didn't know i spend that much :x Haas.
2day will be short one! cos tml still need to go church in the morning. ^^ Church....
Nights to all.
*I thought i saw cheryl 2day.
Song of the day: Mistake No.2 - ATC
~How i wish we were back to how we were... :(
@ 7:33 AM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
So 2day i attended LSCT society! Met lots of familiar faces thou. Mostly AGL....
Reached school ard 8:30 ar? Then met Ryan @ Bus Stop. then walked to blk 56 cos Ryan needed to make business!! Haha XD
We walked to the pyramid! Cool sia NP got pyramid! :P Waited for like half an hour? Be4 the training started... Had warm up then briefing on A,B,C,D and WAP!!! Attitude, Behaviour, Commitment, Discipline! Work and Personal! (thanks yongjin!)
Then had ice breaker as per usual.... hmm.... then there was the camperpillar! -.- Its just arranging accordingly on a bench? LOL! Then break time! WHo knows break time was almost more then an hour! Wa have alot of time to slack! ^^ Met Wei Xiang and Ryan for lunch! Then the lunch was suppose to be light? Like made of styrofoam! Hahas...
Then aft that was breaking into groups again... By then, we have a new group called '无名'. There were 5 groups! Nameless, TNT, Gravity, Mummy and 无名! Then we had captain ball! Well.... Was fun although we lost like all the matches? But it was good! ^^ Thanks to all in 无名. I was super tired then so.... pai seh. :x
The best is yet to come! ^^ The first team which was TNT were to battle against AGL. So i bet wif bing xin that he'll shave his hair if he lost to TNT! And true to that! He lost! so he has to shave his head.... Hahas. We still have another bet that i stay until 2nd year! Then u have to shave again! Muahaha.
Will eventful sia! Hais... one word! Tired! Sleeping early~ Nights to all! Tml wake up early to cont. my gokusen!
~Well... I don't think it will work out the way it started. Should i persevere? :( DILEMMA!
@ 8:00 AM
Reached school ard 8:30 ar? Then met Ryan @ Bus Stop. then walked to blk 56 cos Ryan needed to make business!! Haha XD
We walked to the pyramid! Cool sia NP got pyramid! :P Waited for like half an hour? Be4 the training started... Had warm up then briefing on A,B,C,D and WAP!!! Attitude, Behaviour, Commitment, Discipline! Work and Personal! (thanks yongjin!)
Then had ice breaker as per usual.... hmm.... then there was the camperpillar! -.- Its just arranging accordingly on a bench? LOL! Then break time! WHo knows break time was almost more then an hour! Wa have alot of time to slack! ^^ Met Wei Xiang and Ryan for lunch! Then the lunch was suppose to be light? Like made of styrofoam! Hahas...
Then aft that was breaking into groups again... By then, we have a new group called '无名'. There were 5 groups! Nameless, TNT, Gravity, Mummy and 无名! Then we had captain ball! Well.... Was fun although we lost like all the matches? But it was good! ^^ Thanks to all in 无名. I was super tired then so.... pai seh. :x
The best is yet to come! ^^ The first team which was TNT were to battle against AGL. So i bet wif bing xin that he'll shave his hair if he lost to TNT! And true to that! He lost! so he has to shave his head.... Hahas. We still have another bet that i stay until 2nd year! Then u have to shave again! Muahaha.
Will eventful sia! Hais... one word! Tired! Sleeping early~ Nights to all! Tml wake up early to cont. my gokusen!
~Well... I don't think it will work out the way it started. Should i persevere? :( DILEMMA!
@ 8:00 AM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Ok monday! Well have BBQ... So i left house @ 3:30? Then walk form area C to area E! Madness! Lucky on the way i saw Josiah, Ernest, Clement and Dominic so i walked with them. On the way there, we saw marlar and eugene. They were meeting sin le and eunice.... -.- which is like super far la... PP there. Hais... oh well so we cont. walking there... Reach there abt like 6:15? FYI it's like 2 hours behind time! WTH! Haha.
So i played one rpund of bridge and mahjong! Mahjong rocks!! Hahas. Eh those pharm science one! We should go viwawa and play wahjong together sometime! hehe. :P
Ok then back to BBQ, I helped started the magnificant fire which was like serious damn good. *Seriously not self praise. But it was good! No fire only radiation! Hehe. (:
Cooked Otah -> Chicken Wing -> Satay and it continues....
Had a fun time! ^^ Thanks to exco! Exco wan sui!
They played sock game ar? Hahas i nva participate la. If not no fire le.... :( Have to sacrifice sometimes... Then kept eating lor. -.-
Well Zhi Sheng was like crating a bon fire wif Tony... =.= Tried to cook marshmallow on the beach! Well failed? DUHHHHHHHHH... Hahas
Then kept having fun and eat and mahjong..... (:
Time passes damn fast. So fast everyone have to go le. Hais... Oh well so left like a few of us? Asyikin, Josiah, Desmond, Jolin and me! We BBQ-ed the rest of the food. Then decided not to eat it... -.- might as well not BBQ right? WTH. Anyway we watched Power Rangers! They rock man!
Then we packed up ard 1:30? And head for jolin house! It's damn near sia! Oh my.... can walk there one! Ok... so its like we walked from Area E to Area C! Then stopped @ Mac for a short drink. I realise i shivering... Wow damn cold leh. :(
Then we cont. walking.... From Area C to PP then to Jolin house! Wa lao... almost 6km sia! Got right guys? Damn far sia... We counted the number of 7-11 we passed on our way there. Almost like 5 sia! WTH... damn near! Walk until all complaining... :P i over there emo~ hahas... (those that went noe y...) BTW we walked for 2 hours!
Then reach there i was like where's the toilet ar? Then go to this air con room supposedly Jolin cousin de room. But we just slept there... By then it was like 4 le... So we all slept except Jolin... Playing Sims 3. Then we were woke up @ 8:30? Then couldn't sleep le. Cos there was this clock in the room that rings every 15 mins? Wa.... So? We packed up stuff and discuss of the next gathering for abt 30 mins. Then result? Mass Convo! XD hahas. Oh well wat to do?
Then we left Jolin jia. walk to bus stop... Asyikin missed her bus... she was like stunned aft she saw her bus drove pass her. she nva even bothered to stop the bus. That's how lethargic she was... Hais... well me and Clare's bus came first so we took and go tpy... Went to buy koi. Then go home.
Then i sleep! For abt 3 hours! Then went out for dinner. Then here i am! Hais wat a day! But had lots of fun seriously! Thanks to all that made this possible!
~To go or not to go?
@ 3:59 AM
So i played one rpund of bridge and mahjong! Mahjong rocks!! Hahas. Eh those pharm science one! We should go viwawa and play wahjong together sometime! hehe. :P
Ok then back to BBQ, I helped started the magnificant fire which was like serious damn good. *Seriously not self praise. But it was good! No fire only radiation! Hehe. (:
Cooked Otah -> Chicken Wing -> Satay and it continues....
Had a fun time! ^^ Thanks to exco! Exco wan sui!
They played sock game ar? Hahas i nva participate la. If not no fire le.... :( Have to sacrifice sometimes... Then kept eating lor. -.-
Well Zhi Sheng was like crating a bon fire wif Tony... =.= Tried to cook marshmallow on the beach! Well failed? DUHHHHHHHHH... Hahas
Then kept having fun and eat and mahjong..... (:
Time passes damn fast. So fast everyone have to go le. Hais... Oh well so left like a few of us? Asyikin, Josiah, Desmond, Jolin and me! We BBQ-ed the rest of the food. Then decided not to eat it... -.- might as well not BBQ right? WTH. Anyway we watched Power Rangers! They rock man!
Then we packed up ard 1:30? And head for jolin house! It's damn near sia! Oh my.... can walk there one! Ok... so its like we walked from Area E to Area C! Then stopped @ Mac for a short drink. I realise i shivering... Wow damn cold leh. :(
Then we cont. walking.... From Area C to PP then to Jolin house! Wa lao... almost 6km sia! Got right guys? Damn far sia... We counted the number of 7-11 we passed on our way there. Almost like 5 sia! WTH... damn near! Walk until all complaining... :P i over there emo~ hahas... (those that went noe y...) BTW we walked for 2 hours!
Then reach there i was like where's the toilet ar? Then go to this air con room supposedly Jolin cousin de room. But we just slept there... By then it was like 4 le... So we all slept except Jolin... Playing Sims 3. Then we were woke up @ 8:30? Then couldn't sleep le. Cos there was this clock in the room that rings every 15 mins? Wa.... So? We packed up stuff and discuss of the next gathering for abt 30 mins. Then result? Mass Convo! XD hahas. Oh well wat to do?
Then we left Jolin jia. walk to bus stop... Asyikin missed her bus... she was like stunned aft she saw her bus drove pass her. she nva even bothered to stop the bus. That's how lethargic she was... Hais... well me and Clare's bus came first so we took and go tpy... Went to buy koi. Then go home.
Then i sleep! For abt 3 hours! Then went out for dinner. Then here i am! Hais wat a day! But had lots of fun seriously! Thanks to all that made this possible!
~To go or not to go?
@ 3:59 AM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Wow.... Next week got lots of things. Starting from tml! Muahaha... ok. Share wif u guys.
Friday a.k.a tml -> Pool time! ^^
Saturday -> Malaysia!
Sunday -> Pharm science community service meeting!
Monday -> Class BBQ! ^^
Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday (Either one Mei Mei choose!) -> Go out watch movie!
~I realise i miss u alot!
@ 3:59 AM
Friday a.k.a tml -> Pool time! ^^
Saturday -> Malaysia!
Sunday -> Pharm science community service meeting!
Monday -> Class BBQ! ^^
Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday (Either one Mei Mei choose!) -> Go out watch movie!
~I realise i miss u alot!
@ 3:59 AM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Ok so 2day..... I nva do much things frankly speaking.
Morning soulstorm....
Afternoon Marley and Me....
Night leh? I dun noe. :P
Hahas i cried for the show. Damn nice larh. So touching ~
I realised that such touching movies are good for emo-ing ppl and ppl that don't treasure things that u have now. Especially friendship! Treasure it.
~Treasuring all I have and will have in the future
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I was thinking if it was possible to go back to where we were last time. But come to think of it, it seems that this will always be a never ending dark tunnel.
@ 3:00 AM
Morning soulstorm....
Afternoon Marley and Me....
Night leh? I dun noe. :P
Hahas i cried for the show. Damn nice larh. So touching ~
I realised that such touching movies are good for emo-ing ppl and ppl that don't treasure things that u have now. Especially friendship! Treasure it.
~Treasuring all I have and will have in the future
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I was thinking if it was possible to go back to where we were last time. But come to think of it, it seems that this will always be a never ending dark tunnel.
@ 3:00 AM
Monday, June 8, 2009
OBC.... Sh!t all die liao. Super tough sia. Hais.... If i ace, it will be a miracle. (: Ok ok. Went to take test!
Went pool~ Not as good liao. :( I dun noe y... No mood to play maybe its becos of the test? :P
I dun noe wat to say. All i know i not studying today! ^^ Tml then study for INPH. Still got INPH prac to do :x
~I can only watch u from far
@ 11:59 PM
Went pool~ Not as good liao. :( I dun noe y... No mood to play maybe its becos of the test? :P
I dun noe wat to say. All i know i not studying today! ^^ Tml then study for INPH. Still got INPH prac to do :x
~I can only watch u from far
@ 11:59 PM
Well. I dun noe wats with 2day. But then i just went to sch and back.
Larlar asked: ' How was 2day?'
All i could say is one word : Peaceful. (:
Go sch test and home! Nth else. I wish it will be like that. But that element of friendship will always be gone. :(
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Ok Add-on,
HOw am i suppose to smile depite the things that hav just happen? Now i noe y misunderstanding leads to long feud between ppl. Its easier said than done. This si the phrase i've kept tellng everyone for the pass few days. Its isn't easy to cheer up!Especially aft such misunderstanding between us. I dun noe how to laugh anymore. Wats more it take great pains to actually get back to original self. I dun think i hav that will to go back to that state anymore. Hais....
I too hope time heals these wounds as soon as possible. :(
one step a day.
@ 5:25 AM
Larlar asked: ' How was 2day?'
All i could say is one word : Peaceful. (:
Go sch test and home! Nth else. I wish it will be like that. But that element of friendship will always be gone. :(
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Ok Add-on,
HOw am i suppose to smile depite the things that hav just happen? Now i noe y misunderstanding leads to long feud between ppl. Its easier said than done. This si the phrase i've kept tellng everyone for the pass few days. Its isn't easy to cheer up!Especially aft such misunderstanding between us. I dun noe how to laugh anymore. Wats more it take great pains to actually get back to original self. I dun think i hav that will to go back to that state anymore. Hais....
I too hope time heals these wounds as soon as possible. :(
one step a day.
@ 5:25 AM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Ok ok..... so i just came back from a super tiring and dead day~ Hmm.... last night slept abt 1? went out to eat mac @ 12 mn btw. Then woke up @ 7 this morning to prep for comp. Went to school to pick the SSGT ranks and the sec1s. Then bus down to HQ. Well.... Tired >< Did lots of sai kang. Alot! (I mean it)
Oh well at least have free lunch and dinner for 2day. Thanks Derrick!
Competition damn messy sia. Logistic everywhere. Then our deputy log officer ran out of voice... i become his voice -.- Did lots of folding and rolling and packing and sai kang again. :P
Worse is yet to come. Results of comp. One word: Disappointment barh~
Haiz.... we had 2 thirds. :'( While Hai Sing took all 4? wa..... :(
Aft the comp everyone go home le~ We did sai kang again. Wa... whole day sai kang fun sia :x I feel good carrying the chairs! XD
Then went to find the rest of the grp for dinner. Steamboat fish! XD Thanks to derrick again~
Well.... I saw jie jie 2day! Do case i was like standing in front of her also nva see. Wow.... so in comp is this engross de ar? Oooooooooooo...
Ok back to steamboat! The soup was damn nice! XD Same as the one i ate at balestier. Damn filling thou. Timothy, Poh Wei, Yanssen, Marc, Jue Hong and me play chili! Nice right? (:
Then go home le lor~ The bus alot of bangla workers! Whoa got hard time going out. Super packed. X(
Then go home liao~ Bathe study? I dun think so. Tml test 1 am... Maybe study in the morning or i think i'll just fail this test la. No mood at all. Damn emo~
Oh well.... saw the blog post. So does this means that we are still friends? :(
~Friends
forming -> norming -> storming -> performing
@ 8:44 AM
Oh well at least have free lunch and dinner for 2day. Thanks Derrick!
Competition damn messy sia. Logistic everywhere. Then our deputy log officer ran out of voice... i become his voice -.- Did lots of folding and rolling and packing and sai kang again. :P
Worse is yet to come. Results of comp. One word: Disappointment barh~
Haiz.... we had 2 thirds. :'( While Hai Sing took all 4? wa..... :(
Aft the comp everyone go home le~ We did sai kang again. Wa... whole day sai kang fun sia :x I feel good carrying the chairs! XD
Then went to find the rest of the grp for dinner. Steamboat fish! XD Thanks to derrick again~
Well.... I saw jie jie 2day! Do case i was like standing in front of her also nva see. Wow.... so in comp is this engross de ar? Oooooooooooo...
Ok back to steamboat! The soup was damn nice! XD Same as the one i ate at balestier. Damn filling thou. Timothy, Poh Wei, Yanssen, Marc, Jue Hong and me play chili! Nice right? (:
Then go home le lor~ The bus alot of bangla workers! Whoa got hard time going out. Super packed. X(
Then go home liao~ Bathe study? I dun think so. Tml test 1 am... Maybe study in the morning or i think i'll just fail this test la. No mood at all. Damn emo~
Oh well.... saw the blog post. So does this means that we are still friends? :(
~Friends
forming -> norming -> storming -> performing
@ 8:44 AM
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Haiz.... Just got back from HQ. Siao 10+ dismiss. reach tpy 11:30. Eat @ mac until 12! Tml how to wake up for com? ): oh well... Sleep time! Nights to all~
I dun understand y u have to push me to the very edge of the world. Does it really matter now? Do u know that it hurts for someone like u to actually misunderstand where i'm getting @? WTH! I sweared i'll nva love u. And up to u now u still dun get it do yea. Do u want me to go in front of the altar and swear saying that if i love u i get struck by lightening? Do u really hav to pull me down all the way until i nva get up again!?! Are u that,.... Argh i dun noe wat to say. I just wish that u'll just understand that where i'm going. Oh well.... i guess that part of my wishful thinking. It'll nva happen. U are too disgusted to see it anyway. NO point telling u any of this. But i feel super sad that even u can't see this. Trust me i seriously cried the whole day ever since this aftnoon. And i'll cry forever thanks to this my good friend.
~Dare to say. Dare to admit. But my conscience is clear~
@ 9:35 AM
I dun understand y u have to push me to the very edge of the world. Does it really matter now? Do u know that it hurts for someone like u to actually misunderstand where i'm getting @? WTH! I sweared i'll nva love u. And up to u now u still dun get it do yea. Do u want me to go in front of the altar and swear saying that if i love u i get struck by lightening? Do u really hav to pull me down all the way until i nva get up again!?! Are u that,.... Argh i dun noe wat to say. I just wish that u'll just understand that where i'm going. Oh well.... i guess that part of my wishful thinking. It'll nva happen. U are too disgusted to see it anyway. NO point telling u any of this. But i feel super sad that even u can't see this. Trust me i seriously cried the whole day ever since this aftnoon. And i'll cry forever thanks to this my good friend.
~Dare to say. Dare to admit. But my conscience is clear~
@ 9:35 AM
Friday, June 5, 2009
One word in my mind would be 'how?'How to save this thing from destroying itself? ):
U make me go to the corners of the world and cry :'(
God's plan!
@ 11:17 PM
U make me go to the corners of the world and cry :'(
God's plan!
@ 11:17 PM
I dun noe who is it going to last. :( With the morning qns and all the blasting just now~
Oh well... God has his plans.
Monday (1/06/2009) Mood: ^^
The day is a lab day. Well? Wat do u expect? Lab Coats, Lab goggles, Toxic Fumes and late go home?
Tuesday (2/06/2009) Mood: (:
Well.... wat happen on tues? things starting to get back? I thought it would work out. Maybe the hot weather. But aft school it was all better. ^^ Smsed again... Disppointed at my class for pang seh-ing all say join LSCT society one then wat happen? ARGH!!!!
Wednesday (3/06/2009) Mood: (:
Had study session in the morning wif eunice and eugene. Then Eunice had interview for LSCT society. Saw Ru xin. He spoke nonsence as per usual. =.= Went to canteen 2 for lunch. Saw miss patlee. Ate~ Take key. Go back class.
Thursday (4/06/2009) Mood : S:
Things getting worse. Went to class and lab. Had presentation. Well i felt ok... but had this wierd twist that things are not going to turn out right for today. ><
Friday (5/06/2009) Mood: ><
Oh shit. I dun noe how to feel right now. All twisted right inside. Is this relationship suppose to last or not? :( I dun noe. Wat can i do but to pray that god lights up a path for me to walk... Hopefully it will end up the way i want it to be. :(
Even though it's only a few hours
I miss you~ I love u~
@ 5:53 AM
Oh well... God has his plans.
Monday (1/06/2009) Mood: ^^
The day is a lab day. Well? Wat do u expect? Lab Coats, Lab goggles, Toxic Fumes and late go home?
Tuesday (2/06/2009) Mood: (:
Well.... wat happen on tues? things starting to get back? I thought it would work out. Maybe the hot weather. But aft school it was all better. ^^ Smsed again... Disppointed at my class for pang seh-ing all say join LSCT society one then wat happen? ARGH!!!!
Wednesday (3/06/2009) Mood: (:
Had study session in the morning wif eunice and eugene. Then Eunice had interview for LSCT society. Saw Ru xin. He spoke nonsence as per usual. =.= Went to canteen 2 for lunch. Saw miss patlee. Ate~ Take key. Go back class.
Thursday (4/06/2009) Mood : S:
Things getting worse. Went to class and lab. Had presentation. Well i felt ok... but had this wierd twist that things are not going to turn out right for today. ><
Friday (5/06/2009) Mood: ><
Oh shit. I dun noe how to feel right now. All twisted right inside. Is this relationship suppose to last or not? :( I dun noe. Wat can i do but to pray that god lights up a path for me to walk... Hopefully it will end up the way i want it to be. :(
Even though it's only a few hours
I miss you~ I love u~
@ 5:53 AM